Special Child

First time to blog. I'm a mom to a special child. My son is diagnosed with autism. Well,it's been a hard journey but I wish God gave me more strength each day as I need it more than any mom in this world. Sometimes i think of things why this happened to me. Though my son is the functional one, but it's no different to other special children. I am thinking what if I will be gone soon? Who will take care of my child? Who will discipline and train him? I need to live long. It's not easy but who else will do? Need more strength.